the world starts to slow down. well, not really... but that is okay. anyway, i have been doing less thinking about things. i have just been working... relaxing when i can... and letting things come as they are willed to happen.

i haven't really heard much from the girl that i am interested in. we talked briefly before but i imagine she has been real busy lately with school and work. it's okay though because it is probably better that we have both been busy. it makes things easier to deal with because there is less time to think about things.

basically, i have realized that there isn't much that can happen between her and i until the distance gap closes. that means that things are put on "hold" until we are both back in champaign for school. that doesn't mean that we won't be communicating over the summer... it just means that things will go slower.

she is a great girl... and in the future, i hope that i get to know her better. i am not "waiting" but i am not looking elsewhere either. i am just enjoying life and seeing how and where things go. not pushing them... not worrying about it... just going with the flow.

anyway, on to another subject.. i noticed that people haven't ben visiting my site very much in the past week. i think i scared, or bored them away. *frown* oh well, at least i know that some of the people that are visiting it.. do like it.

my eyes are open... my mind is free. i sit here thinking about her... about me. it's okay... the future will happen no matter what. it can't hurt too much for me to dream, can it?