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08.02.99

the closing of the summer... the ending of the monotony. *yawn*, i can't wait. things are getting a little too boring around here, doing the same thing everyday... grr. i can close my eyes, and still not miss anything, because i know exactly what is going to happen and when it is going to happen. it is sad that it is like that... that things are so repetitive. oh well, that just means it's time to break that mold.. right?

hmm... so let's see. what has been on my mind? actually, dreadfully boring stuff for the most part. i haven't really had a lot of things strike up thoughts recently. i have been talking to a lot of people more and more. some of them have offered a "fresh look" at an old situation... which was refreshing. others, that i have not met in person, have gave me a way to kill time and to talk about things that i normally don't have the opportunity to talk about. although, i can't quite figure out what it is that i talk about with them that i don't with people that are sitting in front of me. it's odd... but oh well.

i have been partying a little too much recently. i guess that goes hand in hand with the boredom though. it isn't that i don't have anything to do though. the exact opposite is true actually. i have been spending a lot of time dating... and a lot of time at work. i'm not bored with dating... but work is a little dreary at times.

actually, about the dating part... i have been very happy with the situation recently. i am enjoying the time that i am spending with her... and the same holds true for her (at least that is what she says). things are just on a dating level right now... and if something more develops then that is fine... but i am not going to force it nor am i going to rush into it.

so... despite the boring nature of work... and the somewhat mundane schedule that i am following, everything is going fine. my eyes are open... so what is next for me to see?

take care...

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