untouchable meeting each other, but not saying a word not paying attention nor trying to be heard not knowing much about you i wanted to find out not expecting anything to happen just wanting to talk. someone answered the phone when i called you i asked if you were there, a moment later, you hesitantly appeared. not knowing what to say... i was almost hoping, that you wouldn't be there. we started talking everything was going fine. i was interested in your life, and you were interested in mine. every minute we talked, i found more things i liked we seemed to hit it off. and for once, i lost my fright. you told me about yourself and i told you about me getting more comfortable, not worrying about what to say, learning more about you... everything was going my way. you left opening for compliments and i quickly filled them in. just trying to be me, yet still getting responses like "how sweet!" was it just flirting? or was there really something there? not knowing the answer... i just knew that i didn't want it to end. dropping a bombshell, so subtle, yet deadly. but i should have known. how could i have thought... that you to, were alone. my heart sunk. the feelings of despair. a deep sorrow within, all because i actually started to care. once before, i said no more why even try? all i would cause is despair and pain, and my actions would have been in vain. even if i tried, how could i expect to win? i would be breaking you up, not you with him! putting my feelings away. tucking them gently behind. sealing them up for now. making sure that they can't come out. not wanting to cause trouble, nor hurt or pain. not willing to try, for my actions would be in vain. - Liquid Steel   [[ back ]]